choose me.. always

 forgot about the blog for so long..

anyways so the updates are that alot of things happened in the past few months and i am out.

i am done.

done with this shit.

done with the neverending loop.

i chose me. i always will.

its 26 feb today im in my cooperate grooming lecture which i think is so stupid btw i mean this subject is like a 9 to 5 robot training camp istg

they teach abt how to talk, walk, sit, stand, what to wear, what to say, what to do, what not to... jailcell training

i WOULD NEVER LIVE LIKE THIS 

i am made to create and this robotic shit is not for me.. yesterday my dad was talking about going abroad and doing masters in tech but man i dont want to be in tech.. and i am sure not gon be in this, bas as soon as this btech degree ends im switching to fashion... fashion desigining.. i will do modeling on the side.. this is my life and i wanna choose a path that i want and a path that makes me want to work my ass off makes me want to get up in the morning and look forward to the life im creating...

this is it.

i chose me. again. always will.

over the validation, over what people think, over what they allow, over what they think is good for me, this is somthing i need to do in order to create the life that i want..