Tuesday, August 5, 2025

rotting away

its a friday today i skipped college 
i did yesterday too 
i feel deppressed 
im on my period, this sucks!!!!!

since morning ive been in bed rotting tried getting up but the messed up thoughts took over 
its 5 30 in the evening rn
havent done anything since i woke up 
this isnt the way i wanna live i dont want to feel this way 
cant help it

too much going on rn but hey flip the script??
imma start by cleaning my room i probably do that a million times a week but my room is a reflection of my mind so gotta clear the external mess to feel better internally 
so task one: clean ur room.

update
lowkey cleaned my room not fully tho, brushed my hair and put some gloss on and just cleaned the bed area, well thats a win but then fell into a scroll cycle yeah that wasnt fun but back again 
dk what im gon do 

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